No news is good news so they say....

Well I did say recently that I would have some news for you all (well me as I'm the only reader of this blog - I'm sure)

I did and I don't. I have had another miscarriage - two in 3 months!! how do I feel about it all - ok really about the whole thing. These things happen for a reason and nothing you can say or do will change that - but really just want the pain to stop - it's surprising how painful the whole thing is.

So I have lots of things happening otherwise to keep me occupied - may or may not be a good thing but hey it works for me